Just my thoughts

I am 22 y/o and I have plans (roughly) 5 years from now. Macam biasa, kita hanya merancang,Allah yang menentukan semua... I always keep that in mind. The moment I start to think about the future, the quote will appear on top of my imagination out from nowhere and obstruct the flow of my plans. It scares me, but I know I'm strong enough to deal with it (I hope so,InsyaAllah).

Truth is, I'm scared of the upcoming commitments.

I did spend 2 hours of chatting with Madam Huda in the lecturer room the other day and she was really an eye-opening to myself, thank God for that. Every details she told me made me conclude that LIFE IS NOT EASY.

For instance, your love life : you are with the same guy from high school for years already, and it does not mean you will end up with the same guy in another 10 years from now? Anything can happen with the blink of an eye. And you'll end up married with a new man.

For your marriage : Married life seems so great but once you're already hooked up with one man of your choice for the rest of your life, the commitments are larger than what you expected. You're married with your man's family members. All of them. And when you are blessed with a child, the responsible is BIGGER...

I have to remind myself that life must go on. And do bare in mind that nothing comes easily. Good things come naturally only when we deserve to get it....

Where's the passion?

...Oh gosh. Oh gosh.

I seriously have lost my passion on blogging.

Look at me! I'm not that keen anymore to write. Nothing to share, nothing to be told. None. *cries*. Maybe my life is treating me just as same as any other days. Its plain boring, and of course I wouldnt want to bore you guys with the same old stories...right? Like...  Azim is still loving me as much as I love him?  and my lil niece named Irdina is still looking cute and cheerful as always? And, Im still attending my studio even though I dont stay at Mahallah anymore.

Ok now that Mahallah thing seems more fascinating than the usual love stories of mine and Irdina . No?

Ohkaayy. Ilham is now drive to UIA to attend studio and back home at TTDI every single day. Wanna know why?

Cause besides my overflowing pocket money towards my car petrol, I wouldnt mind to spend them, instead of staying at my Mahallah's room and doing nothing. Seriously, my heart becomes more happier when I'm home. So I frequently asked my parents to make me feel better (And to sponsor some money for the petrol hehe...) :-

Ilham : "Ma,boleh tak ham balik rumah hari-hari? Duduk mahallah tak best la Ma...Kalau tak buat ape2 end up tidur jer,kat sini boleh main dengan Irdina,ada Kakngah.."

Mama : "Bolehh...balik la hari-hari..lagi bagus...tapi ham kena siapkan kerja ham dulu la before balik.."
Baba : "Memang la ham kena balik hari-hari,pasal tu Baba belikan ham kereta,hehehe".


You see that? How can I not stay at home if my parents DO allow me to do so? ;) Besides, Abangde's reception is on its way. I can predict it'd be so hectic by then.

 ..............And mom needs me.

Goodnight!

Abangde dah kahwin. Ilham dapat new kakak ipar! ;)

18th May 2011 is the day of Abangde and Kak Elyana (Kak Ude)'s solemnization. I'm a happy sister when one of my own brothers already tied the knot with the one he loves wholeheartedly. I'm a lucky sister too to have a new sister-in-law in my family,one lady finally added to our growing family. So I have two sisters now ;) More are coming InsyaAllah. Alhamdulillah sangat sangat. :)

And trust me, knowing Abangde all my life, Kak Ude is one lucky lady to have my brother as her other half cause as a youngest sister, I'm always look up to Abangde. He has always been my role model since younger years. He's one perfect man,not  physically that I'm talking about, but his attitude, his characteristics, his knowledge, his responsibilities that he always look after, his sense of humor make him special that others. :)

So,to dearest Abangde and Kak Ude (I have to start calling my sis-in-law with that name. 'Kak Elyana' itself makes me feel like we are not family-connected,hehe), Congratulations to both of you :) Semoga berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu and jadi married couple yang best macam Kakngah and Abangah! :)

Upacara pembatalan wudhu'

Kiss kiss ;)

My family with Atuk Wan :) 

At Dewan Merak Kayangan. Yang di-Pertuan Besar Negeri Sembilan was there to witness the reception. So the reception was grand!

My clutch. Suka sangat!

Abangde and Kak Ude!

Me with Pakcik's family. Saya membesar dengan mereka.

Kakngah and Irdina! Irdina,say hello to Cuham's new blog!

With my most favourite Aunty! Love her so much!

With mom and Irdina :)

Thats all guys. Its 1.14am , have to hit the sack yo!

New me. New blog. New Inspiration.

Hello friends! Here's my new blog. :)

Firstly,I apologize for the long hiatus. Tak pernah lama macam tu. Dulu pun kalau tak blog, visit jugak blog sniri kadang-kadang. Tapi this time, tak check langsung......hehe :) Maaf yer. But, I didnt blame myself for that cause my life has been so hectic since the day I submitted my final studio project,2 months ago ie preparing for Heritage trip AND currently my brother's wedding. Penat...

Kawan-kawan seangkatan yang ada blog juga (Hajar,NadiaNasir,Fairuz,KIMI!!) pun dah tanye , "Mane blog? Tak blog dah ker?". =') Thank you kawan-kawan kerana concern pasal saya dan blog saya. Heeehee

Seriously, I've missed blogging so much. I started to realize it as I'm one of the report team members for my Heritage Study group and I think I have 'blogged' about the study of Heritage Study's building thru Microsoft Words too much and it made myself seemed like I don't have a life at all to talk about. No cats, no friends, no handbags etc. Like seriously, being serious is pure boring! No fun at all ;)

Thus, the existence of this new bloggie wiggy! Say hi to The Light of Inspiration,people! ;)

Why I chose The Light of Inspiration? Well basically it kinda has the same meaning with my name. Allow me to explain......

Nur : Cahaya

Ilham : Petunjuk
Nur Ilham : Cahaya Petunjuk
Ilham : Petunjuk / Idea / Inspirasi


So after I combined both meanings , it resulted as " Cahaya Inspirasi " and after translated it, it becomes "The Light of Inspiration".

So yessss. That's the name of my new blog :) Jangan lupa untuk berkongsi kasih dengan blog ini! ;)